Just another manic Monday..

Hello my love,

You are making your mama so tired lately! But secretly I'm thrilled about it, because it means you're working hard to create a safe and cozy home for yourself for the next 8 months :) Oh, 8 months.. that seems like so far away. I just can't wait to meet you, my little beaner!

I bought you a couple things yesterday :) Kohl's was having a big clearance and I got a couple Christmas & Halloween outfits for you. Hard to think that by Christmas time this year our family will have grown by one! That reminds me that I was going to introduce you to those noisy, playful pups that you'll soon be calling your siblings! I forgot to upload pictures at home though, so that might have to wait until tomorrow.

Slowly and slowly news of you is leaking out. I still don't want to tell too many people yet.. just because Jesus might decide that he needs you more than I do, little angel. If ever something should happen these next couple weeks your daddy and I will be so, so sad.. but we know you will be taken care of in Heaven. I try not to think about it much though!

I smoked my last cigarette last night (I know, I know.. I should have quit right away, I'm sorry!) I had half a pack left when I found out I was pregnant with you.. and I made it last until last night (that's a very long time for this smoking bandit!) But I am willing to do everything and anything to help you grow big and strong :)

Technically today is Tuesday but since yesterday was Martin Luther King Day we got the day off work. I got a 3 day weekend.. that hardly every happens! It was very nice to relax and get some stuff done around the house.. I can't wait until we can start cleaning outyour daddy's spare bedroom and decorate it for YOU! Soon enough, right? :)

I love you to pieces,
Your Mama